Today after work I went to the gym then went and picked up Lola. We went on an adventure to the beach. She made me temporary happy but I guess true happiness is just going to take time. I need to stay away from facebook because I can't handle looking at Seths page. I want to just delete it but I dont know if I really want to do that. I would like to think we can be friends but truthfully, who can be friends with an ex? especially someone you Loved and once thought you were going to marry. ANYWAYS I went out with Lola just trying to forget about things. Oh well I got some good pictures.