Change

So last night after work I went to the gym then to my cousins house for her birthday party. She was not having the greatest birthday to say the least so I got her a really cute bracelet from Earth Fare. They actually had a stand FULL of cute jewelry and it wasn't really bad pricing either. After I left there since I was already on James Island I went home to mom and dads to help put together a picture collage. Although I ended up not helping because it was getting late. For some reason I got kinda sad leaving last night. I was feeling sleepy and just wanted to go upstairs and crawl in MY bed. Only thing is I dont live there anymore. I guess its something that will eventually change and ill get used to having my apartment. But I have lived in that house for 22 1/2 years so I think its only normal. Plus I miss getting to see mom and dad everyday even if it was only for 5 mins at night sometimes. I have a tendency to be out running the streets after work. So honestly not that much time was spent at home. But I treasure all of my memories whether it be minutes, days, weeks, months or years. Plus I really wanted to paint with Lola but she only had one sun catcher to paint haha. So I guess ill get used to my new normal and eventually adjust. But like Amber told me in one of my last posts she was sad for like a week I think then just got used to it and now LOVES living on her own. So maybe its just a process. Anyways its time to get to work. I have training to do OH YAY haha there is MAJOR sarcasm there.

Oh and please pray about an issue im facing in regards to someone in my family. Do I treat her the way I feel I NEED to or treat her the way I honestly WANT to treat her and yes they are different. Im not as cold hearted as I seem to be sometimes about things.


Have a great day and rest of the week. This weekend will be a busy one!!

<3 Sara